Still struggling

I’m still struggling with controlling my weight and eating. The clothes (size 10) I bought for my new job are snug, but still fit. I won’t allow myself to outgrow them. I do have two pairs of jeans that are too small for me know, but they were tight before.

I’m still struggling with controlling my weight and eating. The clothes (size 10) I bought for my new job are snug, but still fit. I won’t allow myself to outgrow them. I do have two pairs of jeans that are too small for me know, but they were tight before. I have started making exercise be a high priority (above working on my teaching stuff at night). Sometimes I am not well prepared for class, but I need to take care of me. And, honestly, I often feel as tho the kids don’t give a shit about what I’m saying, so I am not going to bust my ass for them any more. I will do a good job, but not a superb job.